I love my kids. I love my husband. I love my job. I love serving in my church. I love my family. I love my friends.
Easter 2017 with Eric. Love this picture of us!
I love spending time with my kids and my husband. I don’t see my time I spend on my work outside of the normal working day as intrusive or excessive; I enjoy every minute of my job, even when some days the hours are long. I love serving in my church. I love and treasure the time I spend with my family. Unfortunately, not much is left for my friends.
As my time is being taken up more by my children’s events and activities, it leaves very little time for “friend time.” For me, if there is a conflict between my children’s events and activities, time with my husband and/or family time and an opportunity to spend it with my friends… it will always be kids, husband and family. Right now those conflicts are happening so much, I find myself disconnected from friends.
It’s my fault. However, I wouldn’t change the decision I have made to put my kids/ husband/family first. I have even seen it said that if you find your friendships fading it is because you have become self-absorbed or busy with your life, and not taken the time to invest in your friendships. I don’t disagree… but I can’t tell my kids I won’t be at their events, performances and moments. I also can’t tell my husband I would rather go out with the girls on a Saturday night after he has been traveling weeks at a time and wants to spend time with me.
So that brings me back to finding myself disconnected from friends. I don’t like that my friendships have grown apart, that I don’t have meaningful conversations with my friends on a frequent basis, or that I don’t get invited to fun nights out. That is on me.
So I ask myself, how do I fix that?
Well, you have to be a friend to have a friend, right? That requires time and investment, and I am right where I started. So I think I am resigning myself to the truth about this time in my life… it is a STAGE.
Text from the parents of a family that Kritter gave a tour for Kindergarten Roundup. This is the school where he attends and I am the Assistant Principal.
I apologize to all my friends who may have assumed that I just didn’t want to be friends anymore because I never call… not true. I just am trying to stay one football game and musical performance ahead of my kiddos and still have a meaningful marriage.
I hope I don’t look back and regret that I didn’t make more effort to find the time for my friends. I do know I don’t regret a moment I have been present to treasure my husband or my kids.
It has been the surprise moments where I have chosen to be there for my kids that I have seen God work. Seen how they are growing up into amazing adults. They have also seen how their mom and dad love each other, because we spend what little time we have, together. So this STAGE… it won’t be long, and I am working on being content with that.
EmBug, age 14, Leading Youth Worship May 3rd, 2017
The Wilson Family Stories from Razorback Ranch 
Well there is always a happy medium right? How about going to dinner with your hubs and another couple who also have kids of similar ages as your kids? If they only have one child one of your kid’s ages then have your other child invite a friend. Your kids could have fun and the adults could chat it up! Go to a pizzeria. You don’t have to sacrifice your friends completely. Sounds like a fun idea for when you have a free evening. Put the date down weeks in advance and then work your plans around that. You’ll be making nice memories for your kids too. I have great memories of my folks with our adult neighbors and their kids dining together! Good times ahead for you my friend!!!!!
It is a stage. It passes way too quickly and you can catch up with real friends later as long as you are aware enough to support each other in crises. I am sure you do. Enjoy this time if life
Blessings and thanks for sharing. Great pictures
Hugs and love ❤️
Nancy